learning hard ways

A lot of days composing messages never sent to people you've seen but not heard in their own voice often enough in your head to give you reason to energize the day with something interesting in their way of expressing themselves. Tireless movements and a lack of longer waiting for the moments you should stop to think of the real people you remember behind those words in your head you thought they might say but never heard the tones or the letter face echoing in your body cavities. There are better words to the narrative almost every time you thought them through but the silences don't mean as much as they should when there is less movement of the air to feel the world in vibrations of resonation with something else important beyond the contemplative parts of everyone